what is it? is that nubain?

Yes.

I just found this article by Rick Collins, J.D., himself:

http://www.steroid.com/nubain.php

It isn't even scheduled anymore.

Not exactly something that I would personally classify as a rec drug, but I agree it has the potential.

Did the original poster just want to make an oral out of the raw chemical, or is there some way to make this stuff at home?

His words were, "im trying to source the raw material buts its harddd." I dunno what he meant or his intentions were. I realize nubain has some debatable uses in bodybuilding. Im not trying to be a tightass I just dont like any extra attention given to the chem forum over nubain or any other opiate.

From the linked article:
" But anecdotal accounts say otherwise. While extreme fighter Mark Kerr in the HBO report appeared to be additionally using various other opiates, reports of psychological addiction to nalbuphine abound. A few elite level bodybuilders have publicly described their experiences with nalbuphine dependency."

mark kerr is the man

Well, that amounts to asking for a source, which just isn't allowed.

But we all appreciate that you aren't trying to be a tightass.

Well, if he was using other opiates, then that kind of throws the whole argument out the door, I think.

But if HBO said it, then it must be true. I'm so confused.

If the user is using the drug to get high, then it is clearly a rec drug.

If the user is using the drug for lifting purposes, then it amounts to an auxilliary or similar in my personal opinion.

But this is all moot, because the original question was asking for a source.